I miss you

I think I am going to call you Tyoda from now on. I think it makes sense...
I miss you Tyoda. I miss you so much I don't even know how to express it anymore. I think it's because I love you more and more every day. And I am not afraid to admit it anymore. I don't want my world to pass me by without other people knowing I have someone to love. And it makes me stronger. It makes me strong enough to fight my battles alone when you need me to. And I miss you.
However, there is only a month more to way for you to return to me.
I still remember the hug we had at the airport the last time I sent you off. I couldn't open my mouth to say anything because I knew it wouldn't change anything. You'd still leave. But the children need you, and I am so proud of you. And I wish you to be happy where you are. I wish you well.
I miss you.